You

You say don´t push me, and I try not to.
You tell me to leave you alone and I really want to.
I don´t wanna push you, think of you, be with you.
I don´t wanna have you in me I wan´t you out of here. Gone
I hate these feelings, they scare me.
But I am just human so they´ll be here.
I wonder what you think of me, or if you even think at all.
Probably not right?
I know I am not beautiful,
skinny
or smart
but I do know I would let you in, into my heart
If you´d just let me.
If you´d just have me.