found an old poem I had written thought i would post it. Makes me remember things I amost had forgotten. I am not worthy of love. I don´t deserve to be loved, so why would you ever want me.
The Devil In Me
A new day and everythingis nothing like yesterday
I look out the window and I remember what acts
I allowed you in my heart to play
The rainy day last august
when you held my hand and cried
I never once realized it was just
another one of your lies
You filled my head with stories
stories from a non existing past
You killed me all so slowely
making sure my insecurities would last
A lifetime being a girl
I never got to know
I sit here in the limelight
and I don´t know where to go
Mirror in my pocket
but a stranger staring back
keychain in my locker
all the rest of my life I lack
I try to sound happy
I smile to make you laugh
But deep inside I hide my paint
he one thing you can´t have
Help me escape from this jailcell
I cannot take much more
Put her picture on the milkbox
save her from being this sore
Kill this devil inside of her
Kill me
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